so the idea of just living lasted about a day.

Yes, you can't spend your whole life worrying. But you have to realize that while life is life, life is also complicated.

You can't just trust that your boat will coast through the rocky waters. At some point you will have to start driving before you've bottomed out and sunk.

Life is life, but realization is survival.

I just hope this doesn't mean what it very well may. . .