Monday, April 9, 2007

worthless uninspired ranting.

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Losing Streak
By Less Than Jake
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Hi hockeyinjury5! It's been 1172 (wow, that's a big number) days since you joined Xanga... and you are still the confused freshman now that you were then.

  • Except that the coffee that you made to look cool back then you actually drink now.
  • The khaki pants you wore back then are now only the pants you wear to work as part of the required uniform.
  • The fact that you still end your "about me" section with a joke about long walks on the beach still isn't funny.
  • You can now upload 99 pictures on xanga. (but nobody cares)
  • A short story still doesn't just become a novel.
  • You can't chug soda anymore without wanting to die from the pain it puts in your stomach.
  • You can't afford to buy a van. Or paint it. Or cover it with stickers.
  • You haven't learned to cook.
  • You don't put a "current mood" at the end of your posts anymore.
  • You suck at ironing clothes.
  • You're not in a band.
  • You still can't unicycle.
  • You've realized that the kids that you thought were "bad kids" when you started high school didn't get any better.
  • You've stopped trying to change them.
  • The people who didn't like you still don't.
  • You still can't live without the sharpest possible pencil.
  • You're t-shirts aren't nearly as badass.
  • You lost your pocket protector.
  • People moved away.
  • People died.
  • People were born.
  • People grew up.
  • You stopped posting on your xanga.
  • Best friends stopped talking to each other.
  • Flowers grew.
  • You were happy.
  • You were sad.
  • You chewed your fingernails.
  • You made mix cds.
  • You went to other countries.
  • You tried your best to be involved in "the high school experience."
and you're graduating in 39 days.

and you're completely lost.

and then it will start all over again.


But I'm not going to be emo about it. because if there is one thing that I DID learn from high school it's this:

maybe I'll never really learn what life means, or who I am; but life goes on--so I better get used to it. Because by the time I figure out who I am, I probably just will have changed again.

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ok bye!
Jimbo


jim.







holy crap i'm lame.

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